Really do not understand the male population

U know i've tried to figure them out and they dont make any sense to me. All my guy friends keep saying guys are so much easier to understand than the female population I do not believe that. For example I have fallen for a guy who to me is wonderful except right now cuz god only knows what has crawled up his ass. We've known each other for 11 yrs and have been on and off for 3 1/2 yrs. I go to bed thinking about him. Things were going really good we spend about 3 weekends in a row together mainly cuz 2 of those i was the DD cuz his best friend was leaving for military. Then I made dinner and took him food on Wed 2 days before his bday gave him a movie, and a 6 pack of MGD plus the card. Then i sent him a text friday early early early morning to tell him happy bday and he said thnx since then I have not heard from him. I had sent a text on Sat. to see if he wanted to hang out sometime this week no reply. Wed. was better than i thought it would be. Normally he sits on one side of the room and i sit on the other side but this time we sat next to each other the whole night and then when it was nite time he actually carried me into the bedroom which was a first. I woke up the next morning with him still holding on to me and thats not like him so why the hell is he being a dick now? Everytime I think i'm getting closer to him he pushes me away like this and i dont know what to do. I dont really want a relationship right now i like what we have going on it is what it is i cant explain it. But i love the fun we have. I can actually be me and not have to worry about talking to someone and him getting mad. We made a promise that if either of us wanted to see someone we would tell the other person and we've been real good about keeping that i just want to know if hes acting this way cuz there is someone he wants i dont know im so tired of trying to figure him out.

IT'S ALL WHATEVER

So yes that's my new motto just because well i got it from my good friend Gabe who better come back to us all in one damn piece and alive. He just left on Monday he'll be gone for 20 months. I'm not sure what Tim is going to do with himself cuz that's his best friend I guess that just means i'll have to go over and see him more often (i really wont mind). Kris had his first eye appt today and well lets just say in 10 business days he will have his own glasses. He picked out his frames today they are blue go figure. I am going with my best friend (Alisha) tomorrow to see about CNA classes i'm tired of not working and not having any money then tomorrow night I'm going over to Tim's making him dinner and watching a movie his b-day is this friday and i wont be able to see him because of my mom schedual but that's ok i'm making up for it he gets dinner tomorrow and Thurs. from me. Plus i'll prob. get him some beer for his b-day with the money that I have saved up and earned. Other than that not a lot going on. I think things between him and i are finally starting to look official. I mean hell in the last 3 1/2 years he has only kissed one other girl. I'm the only one he's ever had sleeping in his bed and his best friend keeps calling me his old lady and he doesn't correct them so maybe i'm finally getting lucky. Well i'm out of here for now i got some things to get done real quick have a wonderful week.

Almost the end

So it's almost the end of april. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Kris still has all of may and a few days in June before school is out for him then i think they are going to put him in summer school. They changed his meds again. He's became very aggressive lately they put him on a new schedual he now only goes to school till 11:30. The docs says the next step is rehibilitation i'm not sure i like that or not but if thats what it has to be then it has to be cuz he dont need to go around hitting people for no reason. Tonight i'm getting ready to go out with a couple guy friends i get to be the wonderful DD joy joy. I guess they should feel lucky that i am not a big drinker lol. The only reason they are going out is cuz one of them will be shipping out in a couple weeks in fact next weekend is his last full weekend home and i think they are planning on going to the Titty bar that night but who knows. Not much else is going on. Just the same old same. Well i guess i should prob. get dressed and start thinking about how i'm going to do my hair i mean come on you know us girls it will take us at least 5 hours to get ready LOL I"m not that bad I promise

EEG news

Ok so we went and talked to the peditrician today about the test results from his EEG. and the test results showed nothing was wrong. My question is then why is he blacking out??????? We were supposed to have a case conference friday but got a paper today saying it was cancelled but they didn't say why just that it would be reschedualed but for who knows when. Which is ok i guess but hello what about those of us who are trying to find a job i can't wait till the last mintue to schedual a damn meeting... oh well... Other than that not much else is planned for this week which is good cuz it gives me time to plan my Sat. night plans out a little bit more man oh man is HE ever going to have a wonderful surprise maybe i'll go buy a pair of fishnet stockings to go with my mini skirt:) maybe he might like it too much though. well have a good week

Easter Weekend

Wow this year is really going fast. It's already almost easter yeppiiii..... Nothing major planned this weekend. Took Kris easter egg hunting today fun fun IT WAS FUCKING FREEZEING!!!!!!!!! mental note do not believe the weather man when he says its 60 degrees cuz in reality it was only 45 degrees and i'm outside in capri's and sandles omg talk about toes being frozen. The place we went was horriable the damn adults need to stay the hell out of the way and let the kids pick up the damn candy themselves. I hate parents who go out in the field with their child especiall the age group that Kris was in. Got to take mom back into work here in a few mins so she can get the cakes done for tomorrow so she doesn't have to work tomorrow. Then hopefully later tonight I'll be hangin with someone special who means a lot to me. Then tomorrow coming home who knows when to do the whole easter egg hunt and easter basket with the kid. This next week is going to be a little busy. We go to see the doc on Tues. to get results from the EEG!!! then we have a case conference at school on Friday joy joy. Well gonna bounce need to shave my legs and fix my makeup so i at least look a little hot lol

Stay up all night

Ok so tomorrow we take Kris to Kokomo to the Howard County Hospital to get his EEG done just happens to be the place that the doc. is that medicaid will cover for the test bunch of bs but hey i'll do whatever i need to do. Tonight however is going to suck major ass. We have to keep him up all night. that way at 10 am tomorrow morning he is tired enough to go to sleep to have the test done. That is going to be so hard especially on the way to Kokomo tomorrow since he usually falls asleep when we drive to Lafayette at Kokomo is just as far if not farther to get to the hospital. I just hope they figure out what is going on. Oh the other wonderful thing this week is they did the food allergy test and he's not allergic to any food. He did however have problems at school yesterday he was trying to hit his helper and hit another child instead in the chest so today he was suspended he could go back tomorrow however he's not going to since we have the appt at 10 in the morning and he'll be cranky so he'll go back to school on Monday joy joy let me tell you. They better figure out soon what is going on because i dont know how much more i can take of him acting the way he does. they say not to spank your child but i'm to the point now that i dont care he needs a good ass beaten maybe that will get it through his head. I've tried everything. takeing things away, not letting him do fun things really what more do i need to do. Damn i could use a drink right about now URG... well i'm off so i can figure out something to do with him to stay awake i'll post later.

Update about Kris

Ok so we got the refferal for the EEG for Kris. It will be done on April 3rd at 10 am. Its for sleep deprevation so he'll have to stay up the night before all night so that by 10 am he's ready to fall asleep sounds like a lot of fun NOT. But at least they are getting it done. I wont know anything else until then or some time after that. The down side is he misses a full day of school and spring pictures at school and that night they are having a movie night for the kids at school he'll be way too tired to go. But it needs done. Right now he's on spring break Wed. we will be heading down to Indy for a trip to the children's museum. He's so excited. Well i'm off to get dinner started and see if i can get the dishes done and maybe get the laundry started.