Same old thing just another day

So i haven't been on here lately because we were having problems with dialup so we got hi-speed now which is much nicer. Still looking for a job. if nothing else i could always go back to zachary's in june when everyone else does but since the ex is now manager out there i really would rather not go back there. Not a lot has been going on. Spent new years eve at home and Sober (first in about 5yrs) come to think of it my last drink was the same day i got liad off oh well that's prob. a good thing in a way. Had a meeting last week at school for my son. They were talking about putting him in special ed class but he doesn't fit in any of their profile for that which in a lot of ways is good. we are having a lot of behavioral problems with him and he has a real hard time concentrating. They have a special person who sits next to him to help him stay focused and when he does his work he has to be touching her hand or her arm and we can't really figure it out. Academically speaking he is the head of his class (no he did not get that from me duh) He is pretty smart when he wants to be but that's the prob. its when he wants to be. they think some of his problems is because some of his motor skills did not develop like they should have. the meeting was very long and i sat there feeling like it was something i did wrong which that wouldn't surpirse me i can't do nothin right. He stayed the night at a friends house for the first time Sunday night because he didnt have school monday. That was the first time he's ever stayed the night away from me however he came home and didnt want to stay at home and got mad at me because i told him he couldnt stay there again monday night because he had school on Tues. So since he threw a fit and hit me he doesnt get to do that again for awhile. Other than all that i think everything is going good. oh yea and i'm really upset at my brother (the youngest one) because i got told he would call when he got back from germany and well its almost the middle of the month and haven't heard from him go figure he's always doing that lol.... well i'll write more later when i might have something to say