Things happen for a reason

OK I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND YOU HAVE TO LET NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE. YES IN A WAY I UNDERSTAND THAT. HOWEVER WHEN IT COMES TO SOMEONE LOSING A CHILD I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY WOULD BE BLESSED WITH ONE AND BE ABLE TO HOLD THE CHILD FOR 5 WEEKS BEFORE GOD TAKING THE CHILD BACK TO HEAVEN. I MEAN COME ON THOSE POOR PARENTS GO THROUGH HELL. MY BEST FRIEND JESSICA HAD A BABY BOY ON JULY 10TH AND TODAY WE LAYED HIS BODY IN THE GROUND. SHE WAS A TOTAL WRECK BUT THAT IS TO BE EXPECTED. THIS IS NOT HER FIRST CHILD IT IS HER THIRD BUT THE FIRST BOY. HE LAYED THERE IN THE FUNERAL HOME LOOKING LIKE A DOLL. HOW CAN SOMETHING THAT BEAUTIFUL AND SPECIAL ALREADY BE GONE. SO MANY OF US DID NOT EVEN KNOW SHE HAD HIM YET UNTIL WE GOT THE PHONE CALL OVER THE WEEKEND ABOUT THE DEATH. THEY HAVE NO CLUE HOW IT HAPPENED. THEY HAD FED HIM ON SAT. MORNING AT 6 THEN WENT BACK IN TO FED HIM AROUND 9 WHEN THEY LAID HIM BACK DOWN AFTER THE 6 AM FEEDING HE WAS FINE. CLOSE TO 9 THEY HAD NOT HEARD ANY NOISES SO THEY WENT TO CHECK ON HIM AND IT WAS ALREADY TOO LATE! WHY GIVE SOMEONE A CHILD ONLY TO TAKE THEM AWAY WHAT LESSON IS THERE TO BE LEARNED OTHER THAN WE ARE GUARNTEED TODAY NOR ARE WE PROMISED TOMORROW SO WE MUST LIVE TODAY LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW WHICH FOR SOME OF US IS A LOT HARDER TO DO BECAUSE WELL LETS FACE IT I LIKE TO PLAN THINGS. THIS HAS TAUGHT ME NOT TO TAKE THINGS FOR GRAUNTED NOT EVEN THE SMALL THINGS IN LIFE. RYAN AND I WENT TO THE FUNERAL TOGETHER ALONG WITH MY FRIEND JEN IT WAS A VERY SAD DAY THEN JEN AND I WENT TO WORK AFTER WORDS WHICH WAS KIND OF HARD. IT WAS NICE THOUGH BEING ABLE TO SEE SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT I KNEW WHEN I WAS A LOT YOUNGER I JUST WISH IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FOR OTHER REASONS OTHER THAN THIS SAD CASE. WELL I NEED TO HEAD OFF TO BED SO I CAN GO TO WORK IN THE MORNING. REMEMBER LIVE TODAY LIKE THERE WILL BE NO TOMORROW!!!!!!

Finally Friday

WELL TODAY IS FRIDAY FINALLY!!!! NOT ONLY IS IT PAYDAY BUT IT IS ALSO A SHORT DAY AT WORK AND THE START OF A WEEKEND. THIS WEEK HAS GONE SO LONG MANLY BECAUSE I ENROLLED MY FIVE YEAR OLD IN FOR KINDERGARTEN AND HE HAS BEEN BUGGING ME WANTING TO KNOW IF ITS TIME TO START SCHOOL YET. HE IS SO EXCITED ABOUT GOING TO SCHOOL WHICH IS REALLY A GOOD THING I'M READY FOR HIM TO START SCHOOL. THERE'S A FEW PEOPLE AT WORK THAT SAY THEY ARE GOING TO CRY WHEN THEIR LITTLE ONE STARTS KINDERGARTEN BUT FORGET ALL THAT. I WAS READY LAST YEAR FOR HIM TO GO HOWEVER HE MISSED TEH CUT OFF DATE BECAUSE OF WHEN HIS B-DAY FALLS. OH WELL AT LEAST HE SHOULLD BE READY. ANYWAYS I AM OFF OF HERE TO GO SHOPING TO MAKE SURE I HAVE ALL THE SCHOOL SUPPLISE NO BARS THIS WEEKEND AS MY MOTHER HAS TO WORK MANY HOURS THIS WEEKEND OH WELL LATER EVERYONE

Where did the weekend go

SO TODAY IS SUNDAY. WHERE DID THE REST OF MY WEEKEND GO. I FEEL LIKE I HAVE GOT NOTHING DONE THAT I NEEDED TO GET DONE ONCE AGAIN. IT MUST HAVE BEEN ALL THOSE DRINKS FRIDAY NIGHT. OH WELL I DONT REGRET IT. I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME. WE DID SOME KAREOKE (SORRY ABOUT SPELLING) SHOT SOME POOL GOT TO BREAK IN THE BRAND NEW POOL STICK THAT LIGHTS UP LOL SPENT SOME TIME WITH A WONDERFUL GUY AND GOT TO FIND OUT WHERE WE STAND. NOT THE ANSWER I WAS REALLY WANTING BUT I'LL TAKE IT. ONE DAY AT A TIME I GUESS IS HOW WE ARE PLAYING THIS RELATIONSHIP OH WELL EVERYONE IN OUR GROUP OF FRIENDS KNOWS WE ARE TOGETHER SO I DONT REALLY CARE. YESTERDAY I THINK I SLEPT ALL DAY TILL EVENING HOURS THEN WENT OUT TO EAT WITH MY MOM AND MY LITTLE BOY THEN CAME HOME AND SLEPT SOME MORE. TODAY WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOING TO KMART TO PAY ON HIS SCHOOL CLOTHES THEN OFF TO CHUCK E. CHEESE WE GO I KNOW SOUNDS LIKE A LOT OF FUN HUH LOL.... ITS ONLY ALMOST 11AM AND I HAVE YET TO GET OUT OF BED TO GET READY FOR THE DAY. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP ALL DAY AGAIN. WELL I'M OFF OF HERE SO I CAN TRY TO GET SOME STUFF DONE THEN TOMORROW ITS BACK TO WORK I GO OH WELL THE CHECK I GET FRIDAY WIL BE WORTH IT SOMEWHAT.