I dunno

Yea today is Sat. joy joy Kris has 3 day weekend and we aint doin nada no money to really do anything. Took a walk today from my house to the TPA park it sounded like fun gave Kris something to do. WE took the dog no big deal she likes going for walks. We get all the way to the park then he complains my feet hurt the playground is too hot oh then the nice little stand opens that sells the drinks so it was "mommy i want" well mommy has no money hello big red truck. So he throws a fit and we head home the whole way home is bitchin its hot my feet hurt blah blah blah. Then we get home great or so I thought I plugged my fan in and it didnt want to work at first i wasnt happy. I'm really hoping today gets better if not im going to scream. Oh and to top things off rent a center knows we dont go to pay until afternoon after 3 and do they care no they want to try to call me at 10 fucking o'clock in the morning to tell me i need to pay hello i'm not late till after they close DUH! Ok i'm going to go lay down now and watch tv and get fat well ok not the fat part but u know. Later

Really do not understand the male population

U know i've tried to figure them out and they dont make any sense to me. All my guy friends keep saying guys are so much easier to understand than the female population I do not believe that. For example I have fallen for a guy who to me is wonderful except right now cuz god only knows what has crawled up his ass. We've known each other for 11 yrs and have been on and off for 3 1/2 yrs. I go to bed thinking about him. Things were going really good we spend about 3 weekends in a row together mainly cuz 2 of those i was the DD cuz his best friend was leaving for military. Then I made dinner and took him food on Wed 2 days before his bday gave him a movie, and a 6 pack of MGD plus the card. Then i sent him a text friday early early early morning to tell him happy bday and he said thnx since then I have not heard from him. I had sent a text on Sat. to see if he wanted to hang out sometime this week no reply. Wed. was better than i thought it would be. Normally he sits on one side of the room and i sit on the other side but this time we sat next to each other the whole night and then when it was nite time he actually carried me into the bedroom which was a first. I woke up the next morning with him still holding on to me and thats not like him so why the hell is he being a dick now? Everytime I think i'm getting closer to him he pushes me away like this and i dont know what to do. I dont really want a relationship right now i like what we have going on it is what it is i cant explain it. But i love the fun we have. I can actually be me and not have to worry about talking to someone and him getting mad. We made a promise that if either of us wanted to see someone we would tell the other person and we've been real good about keeping that i just want to know if hes acting this way cuz there is someone he wants i dont know im so tired of trying to figure him out.

IT'S ALL WHATEVER

So yes that's my new motto just because well i got it from my good friend Gabe who better come back to us all in one damn piece and alive. He just left on Monday he'll be gone for 20 months. I'm not sure what Tim is going to do with himself cuz that's his best friend I guess that just means i'll have to go over and see him more often (i really wont mind). Kris had his first eye appt today and well lets just say in 10 business days he will have his own glasses. He picked out his frames today they are blue go figure. I am going with my best friend (Alisha) tomorrow to see about CNA classes i'm tired of not working and not having any money then tomorrow night I'm going over to Tim's making him dinner and watching a movie his b-day is this friday and i wont be able to see him because of my mom schedual but that's ok i'm making up for it he gets dinner tomorrow and Thurs. from me. Plus i'll prob. get him some beer for his b-day with the money that I have saved up and earned. Other than that not a lot going on. I think things between him and i are finally starting to look official. I mean hell in the last 3 1/2 years he has only kissed one other girl. I'm the only one he's ever had sleeping in his bed and his best friend keeps calling me his old lady and he doesn't correct them so maybe i'm finally getting lucky. Well i'm out of here for now i got some things to get done real quick have a wonderful week.