DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA

I LOVE HOW PEOPLE THAT ARE OLDER THAN YOU ACT TEN TIMES YOUNGER THAN YOU. THIS HAS NOT BEEN A GOOD WEEK AT ALL. DUSTIN HAS BEEN SICK AND HIS EX IS CAUSING SOME PROBLEMS AND THEN HIS MOM STARTED IN LAST NIGHT. SHE TOLD HIM THAT SHE WOULDN'T HELP HIM OUT AT ALL AS LONG AS I WAS LIVING HERE WITH HIM BECAUSE I WASN'T JAMIE (WHICH IS ONE OF HIS EX'S THAT SHE LIKED) AND ITS JUST LIKE WHAT THE FUCK SO NOW ITS TIME FOR HIM TO MAKE THAT CALL ON WHAT THE FUCK HE REALLY WANTS BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE IT SCREW THAT SHIT. BUT HOPEFULLY AFTER THIS WEEK IS OVER WE CAN GET BACK ON TRACK. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT MOVING AFTER BOTH BOYS FINISH THE SCHOOL YEAR WE ARE TALKING ABOUT TN BUT THATS JUST TALK RIGHT NOW. WE STILL NEED TO TALK ABOUT WEDDING PLANS AND ALL THAT SHIT BUT WE ARE TRYING TO HOLD OFF TILL HE GETS LAID OFF WHEN HE'LL HAVE MORE TIME TO SIT AND TALK TO ME CUZ BY TIME HE GETS HOME AND WE GET KIDS IN BED ITS LATE AND HE'S TIRED SO WE JUST RELAX AND WATCH A LITTLE TV THEN OFF TO BED WE GO AND THEN START THE DAY ALL OVER AGAIN. I HAVE STARTED LOOKING FOR A JOB BECAUSE THIS STAYING AT HOME STUFF IS DRIVING ME CRAZY I'M USE TO HAVING MY OWN MONEY AND BEING ABLE TO GET UP AND GO OUT OF THE HOUSE. I'M NOT HOUSEWIFE MATERIAL. WELL I THINK I WILL END THIS NOW BECAUSE I DO HAVE TO GET READY TO GO PICK UP MY SON FROM SCHOOL SO HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD WEEK AND I'LL TRY TO POST WHEN I CAN.

OMG

SO YEA I KNOW I DONT GET ON HERE VERY OFTEN TO WRITE MAINLY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T HAD A LOT OF TIME WITH MOVING INTO DUSTIN'S AND ALL BUT TODAY IS MONDAY AFTER A VERY GOOD WEEKEND. HE TOOK ME TO TEXAS ROADHOUSE FRIDAY NIGHT FOR DINNER WITHOUT THE KIDS OK THAT SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME SOMETHING WAS UP CUZ WE NEVER GO HARDLY ANYWHERE WITHOUT AT LEAST THE TWO BOYS. BOY WAS I RIGHT. HE PROPOSED FRIDAY NIGHT THEN SAT. WE DROVE UP TO SEE G-MA AND G-PA SMITH THEN SUNDAY TOOK THE BOYS TO CHUCK E CHEESE. SO THE WEEKEND WAS A VERY FULL WEEKEND AND ONLY A VERY FEW PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT THE ENGAGMENT RIGHT NOW. I HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE TO TELL MANY PEOPLE WITH EVERYTHING ELSE GOING ON. WE ARE DECIDING IF WE ARE GOING TO PUT IT IN THE PAPER AROUND HERE OR NOT. NO DATES HAVE BEEN SET YET. I'M SURE WHEN HE GETS LAID OFF IN A FEW WEEKS WE'LL HAVE A LITTLE MORE TIME TO TALK THING OVER AND START WORKING ON THE PLANS. WELL I THINK THAT'S ALL FOR NOW SO I'LL TRY TO WRITE MORE AS SOON AS I CAN AGAIN I AM SORRY IF I DONT GET ON HERE AS MUCH AS I WISH I DID.

New Man

So good things come to those who wait!!!! I have met a wonderful man at work and we've been together for awhile now. I really believe he is the one for me. He will be 31 in Dec. and has three kids. He's a great guy and I am really happy with him. We are talking about moving in together and everything. He wants to get married we just aren't rushing things too much. We are talking about driving up to see the grandparents sometime this month. Things are going pretty good at work. However its getting closer to layoff time. So I am a little worried about losing this job. However Dustin wants to go work at Wabash and if he gets hired on after we are layed off then he wants me to stay at home with the kids and him work which is find with me I guess. Oh well.... I guess I'm going to jump off of here the boys just walked in from cleaning out my car. Now I know why we have kids to do the shit we don't want to lol Have a good week.