Finally it's over

Ok So yea Christmas is finally over i know that's bad that i'm excited its over. Now this weekend it will be bye bye to the tree till next year :) Kris seemed to have a pretty good christmas. He got 3 0r 4 Bakugan books (maybe now he'll work on his reading more so he can read them haha) he got a long sleeve Bakugan Shirt he's so happy about that. a new thing to play bakugan on along with some balls. My friend Alisha got him Bakugan cards man was he ever happy which made her feel really good because her little sister hurt her feeling. She had bought her little sister a couple different things nothing major really didn't have a lot of money to spend on everyone which i understand that feeling we told her not to worry about getting Kris something but she says she can't leave her little man out but anyways when her sister opened the gifts from her she went through them like "have it" or "don't have it" then after that said "is that all" ok mind you she is a year younger than Kris. Kris has never acted like that. He takes what he gets and is very thankful for them which is good. We tricked him and had hidden all the presents and left only 1 out and told him that santa must have thought he wasn't very good this year. The only thing he did was open it and said that's ok mommy i love what he brought me i was amazed. I would have been yeah right where the hell is the rest of them lol. I got all my christmas presents early (only cuz i picked them out haha) I got the CSI game for the DS LOVE IT!!! CSI is the best:) I also got a new Blender (yes that's sad it was on my christmas list for one of those and a new vaccum how sad is that) and I got a new mp3 player (it was under $40 at best buy when we got it and its a 4GB the 2GB was about $60 hmm let me think about that one. No I don't like the actual Ipods they are way too expensive) Oh and Alisha got me a CSI book:) plus some crossword puzzle books so now i have things to keep me busy lol. I feel bad cuz Kris and I have yet to go get family pictures done in about 2 years now. Maybe we'll go the Sunday before he goes back to school. He's getting a hair cut on Sunday he just don't know it yet haha. Well i'm off to finish cleaning the kitchen I"ve been working on scrubbing the floor off and on all day lol

Later

New week

So today is a new week and last week i was cleared by the doc to go back to any routine. I also got on the pill (YAZ) i got a free sample from his office last week and today i go to pick up my prescribtion from the pharmacy can't wait to see how much that's gonna cost me. My friend got on the pill the same day (but something else) and its about $40 a month why the hell is birth control so expensive damn. I mean condoms are somewhat cheaper depending on how many times you have to buy them. But at least with birth control pill it will help regulate periods and your moods which is a good thing i think. Today i started a new diet and routine. Get up about a half hour before Kris to get a small workout done (mainly crunches belly needs to go bye bye) then after he leaves for school i'm free to get anything else done. So far today its been pretty productive. washed my bed sheets and remade the bed took a shower and did my makeup got ready to go to the store as soon as mom gets home from work which she should be soon i hope. I had a full bottle of water and two oranges this morning for breakfast which should be better than the sugar bear ceral i wanted to have. I just know i have to force myself to stay on the diet this time because i'm tired of having this damn belly since Kris was born. I feel confident today i just hope the feeling stays. tomorrows plans are to get the kitchen floor clean and mopped and maybe get the toys all picked up so i can vaccum but i kind of want to go to lafayette to workone and see what kind of jobs they have. well gotta get going so i can get some stuff done. Have a great week:)

One week later

Ok so its been a week since the miscarriage yes i'm feeling a little better. I go in tomorrow to see the doc for the follow up visit from the D&C see what he has to say and find out if i have any more restrictions and if so for how long. I am ready to start a diet and fitness plan to get rid of unwanted weight around the tummy area. It seems like since Kris was born i've been fighting with that forever ok its mainly because he was a c-section baby. My goal is to be back down to about 120 before my 26th b-day doesn't leave me much time but right now i have a lot of free time so i'm sure i can do it. Plus after the first of the year its job hunting again. There's no point in looking too hard right now because hello its winter not many people are hiring. I'm going to shoot for an office job. Maybe next summer i'll start taking some classes again and get my degree in either office administration or medical billing and coding either one seems to always be in demand and the pay is pretty good (better than working in a factory) My big goal is to not go back to Zachary's next year. i know i can do so much better than that. As far as the male population they are the least of my concern right now. If Mr. Right happens to show up then good if not oh well. Maybe he will some day but to be honest i'm not holding my breath right now its so not worth it. Kris stayed home sick today so that ruined my whole thought of going x-mas shopping for him but i still have a couple weeks before winter break. I only have a couple things left i just wanted to get it done and over with. Well i think should prob. get going and head off to bed he gets up too early and i have to pack his lunch still and take a shower in the morning before my doc. appt hope they dont want to prode and poke me YUCK!