just another day

This week has been so long i just wish it was over. Right now i'm really glad i'm not working. I've been at the school every day this week to pick him up early because of complications. We have our case conference tomorrow with the school and his therapist but i dont know how much good thats going to do because his therapist is an ass. He just keeps telling me i'm doing something wrong because he doesn't see the behavior that kris shows at school at home well no fucking shit dumbass you take him to the play room and he gets to fucking play theres not other kids in there. His therapist keeps saying he's going to go to school and observe hasn't done that yet. The assistant principle is getting fed up with the therapist because she wants him to come and see what kris is like at school. I know he's not a bad kid and everyone else keeps telling me its not my fault but i feel like it is. We all think there is more than ADHD going on but no one listens to me i mean come on i'm a young single mom with no college degree. Who's going to believe me or even take time to listen to what i have to say no one. maybe i did mess things all up and i didnt mean to. i really don't know how to fix him or help him anymore than i am. i feel like i keep hitting a brick wall. then i have people riding my ass because i have no desire to get out and date and settle down well no fucking shit who's going to want a single mom who has a child with adhd and acts like he does sometimes. He's kinda been blacking out at school and will push the table around the room and then finally come back and not remember doing it at all. that's not a good sign. Well i guess i'm bitched enough and should probably go see what i'm going to fix for dinner tonight and see if he's going to help me to earn money to get the legos he wants.