And the week begins

So this begins my first full week of my job let me telll you how fun it is NOT... its a job are they ever fun??? Oh well at least its a job right. Today seemed very long maybe its because I drank the weekend away lol go figure leave it to me to do something like that. However last week (the two days I did work) were pretty good. I put lids on the damn candy corn containers let me tell you how smart you have to be for that lol.... the work is easy so i'm not going to complain just not use to standing on my feet all day like that. Oh well it will get better I am sure. so friday night i went out with my amazing guy friend it was so much fun lol.... at least we were able to hang out and not feel pressured it was kind of a date i guess. I paid for his beer and he paid for pool then I walked him up to the door at the end of the night and got my kiss. However I did learn how short i was the poor guy had to bend over to hug me he's only 6 foot something lol... Also my mother wrecked my car friday morning on her way home from work but we got a rental truck till ours is fixed (i like it better than my car) its a 2007 ford f-150 its a smooth ride and great at the drive ins lol yes I checked that out oh well what no one knows wont hurt them. I am hoping however that my car wont cost too much to fix it. At least that's not how i was getting to work. My friend picks me up and we go together. Well i better get going so i can get some sleep before tomorrow i hope everyone has a good week. I know i will :) ;)

And the week begins

Job

Ok so I made it all safe and everything yesterday morning at 6 am in the morning. I know why they call it the red eye flight. I went and filled out an application at a staffing resource place, got an interview and went through orientation all in the same day. Today I have to go to Zachary's to pick up my badage and uniform just to report tomorrow morning at 6:30 in the morning. I will be taking a pay cut but I will get more hours at the same time so i guess it works out about that same who knows. Oh well the way i look at it I have a set schedual Mon-Thurs. i'll work 6:30-4 then Friday 6:30-1 and have my weekends off and I wont have to deal with working with a bunch of high school girls who can't seem to do their damn jobs. I loved my last job but the girls drove me nuts maybe because i'm not the type to go and spend $100 or more on a purse that you only use maybe for one season because after that its out of style screw all that shit. Well I need to go get ready to get stuff done today oh boy let me tell you lol... I"ll write more maybe this weekend if i'm not too tired

Monday again??

SO TODAY IS MONDAY ONCE AGAIN. THE WEEKEND SEEMED TO BE LONGER THAN EVER. I LEAVE CALI IN LIKE 7HRS BUT WONT GET TO IN TILL LIKE 6AM. KRIS IS HYPER AS USUAL AND I SPENT HALF THE DAY TRYING TO MAKE SURE I CAN GET EVERYTHING TO FIT IN MY SUITECASES NEEDLESS TO SAY I HAD TO SIT ON ONE TO GET IT TO SHUT! I GUESS THAT MEANS I HAVE BOUGHT TOO MANY THINGS WHILE BEING HERE BUT MY BFF INTRODUCED ME TO THIS REALLY COOL STORE CALLED IKEA.... I LOVE IT!!!!!! THE CLOSEST ONE BACK HOME IS IN IL SO I MIGHT GO FOR A WEEKEND TRIP NEXT SUMMER JUST TO CHECK IT OUT AND STUFF. IN A WAY I'M READY TO GO BACK HOME CUZ I NEED TO GET SOME THINGS TAKEN CARE OF AND CONFRONT SOMEONE MAYBE IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. WELL I'M OUT OF HERE FOR NOW I'M NOT SURE IF I'LL HAVE TIME THIS WEEK TO GET ON AGAIN BUT I WILL TRY. EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEK.

Guys blow

Ok so I dont know how often i'll be on here but oh well. This is my last week here in Cali. then I am heading back home oh boy let me tell you lol. Anyone who knows where home is understands lol. So the main reason i'm looking forward to going home is so that i can talk to someone so i know where i need to go from here. I fell for a guy in the group i hang out with and things have been great when its just the two of us. He's so passionate its unbelievable. I would go into details however that wouldn't be right since i know my brothers will probably read it. however with this guy one of the guys in the group said it would never workout cuz frinds can't date friends so we've never talked about it. We've left things the way they are. I am tired of my other friend being a jackass cuz well he's dating a girl he became friends with first which is not cool but hey to each is there own right. I am having a hard time trying to think of how to tell this other guy how i feel. when i am around him i get weak in the knees. Its different. like he has seen me on my good days and my bad days. We've beent hrough hell together but yet we are still there for each other. I am a little worried that if i tell him how is that going to change things. are we still going to be able to remain as close as we are now? I would trust him with my life if it came down to it. He has never lied to me or hurt me which is really nice. So many things to think about between now and the day i go back home. I am just hoping i'll be able to sleep on the plane so i can be wide awake when i land. Well that is all for now if you have any advice just leave me a comment thanks.

Me so far

SO I SIT HERE WITH MY GOOD FRIEND AND I READ BOTH OF MY BROTHERS BLOGS AND SAY WHAT THE HELL MIGHT AS WELL RIGHT. I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH MY DAYS LOL. OK I COULD THINK OF A FEW THINGS I COULD DO BUT OH WELL THIS WILL KEEP ME OUT OF TROUBLE THE MOST LOL. I AM A 24 YEAR OLD SINGLE MOTHER OF MY WONDERFUL 5 YEAR OLD SON WHO TURNS 6 AND STARTS KINDERGARTEN THIS YEAR :( SO SAD. ANYWAYS MY LIFE IS PRETTY GOOD FOR THE MOST PART. I GREW UP IN A SMALL TOWN WITH MANY GUY FRIENDS THAT I AM STILL CLOSE TO AND THERE IS ONE THAT I HAVE FELL FOR BUT SHHHH NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT THAT. WELL THAT IS ALL FOR NOW I WILL POST MORE A LITTLE LATER JUST GETTIN THIS START.